About two months ago, I had Paramount Church all planned out and ready to go. That was what I thought. We were getting ready to begin and we had two meetings. One person showed up for the first one and no one for the second one. That led me to a spiraling depression. Yes, we "men of God" get depressed as well. It just didn't work out like I thought it was suppose to work out. Three weeks of nothing followed. Depressed. Depression. Sadness. Death.